Got that
f*cking B-ITCH!
Monday, 21
December 2009
B = BUSUK!
B = BRENGSEK!
B = BAJBAJBAJ!
WTH! Never thought that they really gave me B for
my last project! i supposed to get an A or A+! Not B! No way! This is just NOT
FAIR. God damn it.
i did all the homeworks by myself. all that stupid
autocad, 3dmax, photoshop, and model building,, got not enough sleep and hurt
my fingers with cutter accidentally, got stomach ache and so on,, and only got
that fucking B! What about my friends? Paid some guys to finish the max and
photoshop and spent million rupiahs to build their model, have a
good-night-sleep and enjoying life,, and thanks god, they got A. How fair is
THAT??
for GOD shake!!
BTC said, “shopping is cheaper than a
psychiatric…” so,, i went to Kings
with Zita,,
and try to forget this horrible day. It was brilliant first,, and then one of
my judge from the last presentation texted me. she said so sorry about the
score i’ve got,, blah-blah-blah,, eh… what ever. what’s the big deal? you still
can’t change the score anyway. don’t need any of your attention. save your pity
to someone else. just. zip it. but still… i just wanna run to ladies room and
cry a lot more.
and another judge from the last presentation? i wanna
put some bombs in his bags. that’ll be good, rite? eh… not literally,, but that
thought has crossed my mind.
Look at the good side Prisc… i can measure my
ability now and knew that i AM stronger than i’ve ever thought—i can do all the
homeworks : autocad, 3dmax, photoshop, and building model all by myself—(i think i
can join urbane or some top design architect biros like that),, i don’t need to
spend more money for this damid SAA,, i don’t need to be there where the boring
explanation about the awards will held,, i don’t need just to wasting my time
on this fucking SAA,, etc,, etc… hell! i need THAT score to dead!
if there is God… She really gave me a lesson here…
that life really IS suck. Life is not THAT fair. “expect the best, work it out and
you’ll get it”? Nah… that’s just a rotten theory. do NOT believe it or even do
NOT do it.
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUCK.
jahanam.
Sorry if u read this. i really need to shout these craps out or i’ll go nuts.
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