Got that f*cking B-ITCH!
Monday, 21 December 2009
B = BUSUK!
B = BRENGSEK!
B = BAJBAJBAJ!
WTH! Never thought that they really gave me B for my last project! i supposed to get an A or A+! Not B! No way! This is just NOT FAIR. God damn it.
i did all the homeworks by myself. all that stupid autocad, 3dmax, photoshop, and model building,, got not enough sleep and hurt my fingers with cutter accidentally, got stomach ache and so on,, and only got that fucking B! What about my friends? Paid some guys to finish the max and photoshop and spent million rupiahs to build their model, have a good-night-sleep and enjoying life,, and thanks god, they got A. How fair is THAT??
for GOD shake!!
BTC said, “shopping is cheaper than a psychiatric…” so,, i went to Kings with Zita,, and try to forget this horrible day. It was brilliant first,, and then one of my judge from the last presentation texted me. she said so sorry about the score i’ve got,, blah-blah-blah,, eh… what ever. what’s the big deal? you still can’t change the score anyway. don’t need any of your attention. save your pity to someone else. just. zip it. but still… i just wanna run to ladies room and cry a lot more.
and another judge from the last presentation? i wanna put some bombs in his bags. that’ll be good, rite? eh… not literally,, but that thought has crossed my mind.
Look at the good side Prisc… i can measure my ability now and knew that i AM stronger than i’ve ever thought—i can do all the homeworks : autocad, 3dmax, photoshop, and building model all by myself—(i think i can join urbane or some top design architect biros like that),, i don’t need to spend more money for this damid SAA,, i don’t need to be there where the boring explanation about the awards will held,, i don’t need just to wasting my time on this fucking SAA,, etc,, etc… hell! i need THAT score to dead!
if there is God… She really gave me a lesson here… that life really IS suck. Life is not THAT fair. “expect the best, work it out and you’ll get it”? Nah… that’s just a rotten theory. do NOT believe it or even do NOT do it.
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUCK.
jahanam.
Sorry if u read this. i really need to shout these craps out or i’ll go nuts.
[this is good] Woooow~~~!!!!XD How spectacular your last diary it is...XD ekh! wait! I didn't mean to disagreed...0o0 I AM VERY VERY AGREED to your expectation, my big sista~~~!!!XD JUST GO TO HELL YOU FUCKING TEACHERS!!!
If I were in there... I would say... HOW DARE YOU GIVE THOSE A NOT TO MY BIG SISTA!!!
haha... sorry... If I too much say bad words in here... :D hehe...
Posted by: Helen | Monday, December 21, 2009 at 08:26 PM